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I have a crush
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she's beautiful
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[02 Jan 2006|10:12pm] |
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My New Years was ok. I was with my closest of friends and we went to a bunch of parties but they all sucked. There were some memorable moments throughout the night. I stole a bowl of really good onion dip and a bowl of tortilla chips in Silver Lake. Almost got into a fight with this drunk asshole who was insulting a good friend of mine. I got my new years kiss from one of my guy friends at a party in Hollywood. Got yelled at by a homeless man when I gave him money when all he wanted and asked for was a cheese burger combo downtown. My birthday's this month, January 26th to be exact. I'm fucking old!
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[31 Dec 2005|03:58am] |
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I love my friends.
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[24 Dec 2005|03:24am] |
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Drunk crush.
Peace out.
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[18 Dec 2005|04:51pm] |
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I finally had to say goodbye to Daniela today. She went back to Rome, Italy. My romantic experience with this beautiful 22 year old Italian women was short but I will always remember the times we had. Ciao bella.
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[26 Nov 2005|09:12pm] |
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I wish I was dead.
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[22 Nov 2005|01:56am] |
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I love Malina and Jenny.
The end.
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[19 Nov 2005|04:14am] |
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Really disappointed.
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[11 Nov 2005|02:29pm] |
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I want to settle down. I'm tired of myself and the building up for breaking down.
It's a still life overflow. I'm stuck below zero.
A flood of feeling in made up meaning. A rush until there is no remainder.
But I won't stop kissing clocks until I find love and I'll scream until we are no longer empty.
And you'll be a heart beat away.
A black hole forming.
That will dissolve and disintegrate into nothing.
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[26 Oct 2005|10:00am] |
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What happened last night?
I remember getting there but I don't even recall leaving the place, walking to the car or even getting into my own bed.
I am really really really really hungover right now.
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[23 Oct 2005|11:11pm] |
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Love,
Don't hurt me this time
Be for real or kindly let this lonely soldier be
Fear,
My old friend disappear
Leave me to regard the world in better ways than what is wrong and what cannot be
Don't say you'll change
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[23 Oct 2005|12:42pm] |
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What a bitch.
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[17 Oct 2005|11:10pm] |
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I was bored so I stole this from someone else's journal. These answers really surpised me. I guess i'm some what of a makeout master..
I have kissed someone...
{x} on the cheek.
{x} on the lips.
{x} on their hands or fingers.
{x} in my room.
{x} in their room.
{x} of the opposite sex.
{x} of the same sex.
{x} a little younger than me.
{x} a little older than me.
{x} with black hair.
{x} with curly hair.
{x} with blonde hair and blue eyes.
{ } with red hair.
{x} with straight hair.
{x} shorter than me.
{x} with a lip ring.
{x} who i truly love/loved.
{x} who was drunk.
{ } taller than me.
{x} who was high. .
{x} in the morning.
{x} right after waking up.
{x} just before bed.
{x} late at night.
{x} who I had just met.
{x} who I really didn't want to kiss.
{x} who was going out with some one else.
{x} on a bed.
{ } in a graveyard.
{x} at school.
{x} against a wall.
{ } at a show.
{x} at the beach.
{ } in a pool.
{x} who was/is a good friend.
{x} in the rain
{ } with an std
{x} in a car/taxi/bus.
{ } on a plane.
{x} in the movies.
{x} in a bathroom.
{x} in the dark
I am such a makeout whore
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[13 Oct 2005|10:10am] |
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Transitioning
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[09 Oct 2005|11:44pm] |
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So lonely.
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[05 Oct 2005|10:44am] |
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BTBAM |
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Lies - the twisted language we all breathe.
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[03 Oct 2005|11:08am] |
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Ed Gein - nice shoes...wanna fuck? |
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So much has been going on the past couple weeks. I don't have a girlfriend anymore. I'm trying to still remain good friends with her and I think it's working out but it's not easy well not for me anyways. She comes home in 2 days! I hope we can still hang out like old times because her friendship is something I still value. Friendships with ex-girlfriends are hard for me. I'm not friends with anyone of them. So i'm trying really hard with Sonie. I think in the long run everything will be ok and i'll understand why things are the way they are with time.
Work is starting to blow! Everyone there is super nice and I love hanging out with all of them but there's some shit talking going around. My manager sucks. I kinda wanna quit. I work 5 days a week and on my days off I can't even relax because I have to run so many errands, i'm always busy. There's never enough time to do anything anymore. I finally got my new mattress and it's fucking nice to sleep in a bigger bed! I've been spending so much money this past month. New furniture for my room, tons of clothes and other useless shit. I've been running a lot. I run 6 miles every other day and I ran 8 miles this morning. The exercise cross out all the alcohol I drink at night. I've been hanging out with Ilana, David and Malina a lot more lately. Like old times. I miss summer.
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[02 Oct 2005|10:19am] |
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yellowcard |
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I've been listening to so much Yellowcard.
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[29 Sep 2005|08:34am] |
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A few updates back I wrote
"I feel like i've just broken up with my girlfriend of a million years."
It actually happened and i'm left here feeling something I remember so well.
Heartache.
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[28 Sep 2005|11:01pm] |
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Shittiest day ever.
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